Riding Through it All ...

I can cope with all the stress I am snowed under when i have something to look forward to. I can skip my three meals without whining a bit when i have something to look forward to. I can still force myself to continue the most energy-sucking journey of my life when i have something to look forward to. I can say, "I am perfectly fine" to everyone though my inside is weakened, twisted and turned when i have something to look forward to. I can bear with all the nasty things that life has to offer when i have something to look forward to. I can still smile at the sight of my world collapsing right before my eyes when i have something to look forward to. However, I can be at my very worst when i have nothing to look forward to...

The result was out a few days ago, and i would consider myself fortunate to have been selected as the first principal candidate for IFL lectureship. I was over the moon for the first few hours after i read the notification email from the acting head of the department. But then it was before long that nagging thoughts started eating away at my brain's cells. Questions like, " How could i possibly burn a candle at both ends?" and "Will i be able to survive, grappling with the stressful environment each day?", flashed through my mind adding extra weight to the already-heavy tiny little head of mine. I have roughly sketched what my schedule is going be like, and for God's sake, there is going to be no room for fun at all, not from Monday to Friday at least. I am definitely going to give it a go, though, as chances like this do not just come by everyday at your doorway. So what i really need the most now is emotional support because i know that even during my dar

I've got a news to make public about! I am not sure whether it is a good one. Anyway, the news is Potatoe is leaving for the States soon . Sooner than one can possibly expect! Well he already declared this to some of us, so there is no point trying to cover this up anymore. Besides, i think those friends of his who are not physically around have every right to get access to this information too. So, once again, let us all say "Congratulations" to him!!! And if you have anything you wanna say to him, by all means, you are privileged to make the maximum use of my blog as a means to shout out loud to him from the distance:-D Anyway, as a farewell party for him, we are planning to stay overnight at someone's house after all the dancing and drinking in a club. Sigh...another good friend of mine is about to be away. He has always been a big laugh around--though mostly it is all about dirty jokes lolz...But we all love dirty jokes. Even the girls do lolz...So losing sight of

It's HOLIDAY TIME, folks!!!!!!!! It's time to ROCK AND ROLL!!!!!!!!! So we are going to have one good week off from our hectic daily routines. And believe it or not, I have already got my plans!!!! Well, already purchased 6 tickets for the Top Music Show to be held at the Indoor Stadium on this coming Sunday. Oh man!!! Just thinking of it sets my mind reeling already. I am about to witness one of the best performances by the best performers in Cambodia. Isn't this something one should look forward to? Too bad!! None of my friends is going to be there. They just do not have any preferences for such a show. Guess it is a matter of differing perspectives, anyway! That is the big thing about this coming Sunday. And there are still more fun activities in store for me from the 11th to the 14th. I am going to have a three-day getaway trip to Siem Reap with my family and relatives. Guess what the best part of it is? FOLKS, I AM GOING CLUBBING AT NIGHT WITH MY OTHER COUSINS...Why on

Never be a slacker like me. Never be a procastinator like me. Never be a disorganized idiot like me. Never be ME! Cos ME is flawed in many aspects... I need to carve out these rotten parts of me because i wanna be a better whole!!!