Riding Through it All ...

His watch just struck 8pm. Another half an hour to go, he thought to himself. The rain seemed to be somehow mad at him, for it was slashing itself violently against the glass pane of Brown 1, breaking itself into tinly little droplets that trickled all the way down. He looked around, realizing that he was the only remaining customer. But he was still hopeful. He still was! He could not help but gaze through the glass door into the darkness outside, hoping ... "Sir, would you like something else?" A face with a beaming smile blocked his view. "Oh no, thanks! I'm just ... I'm good with just this. Thanks." He awkwardly forced a smile back at the waiter, who grinned at him one more time before taking off to join the other two apparently chatting away and occasionally stealing glances at him. He looked at his watch again, sighed, and flipped through the pages of Globe in search for something interesting to read to kill the time. As much as he wished he could c

So yeah it's been a while ... My blog is barely breathing, or LITERALLY she never has lol. Anyways I am 24 years old ... I HAVE LIVED 24 YEARS OF MY FREAKING LIFE!!!!! Now that I think about it, I feel small, really small! I hang around some people of my age and I look up to them and they all seem so tall and big. Well, do not take it the literal way! I mean, I am not happy with what I have achieved so far. A lot of people come to me and start telling me about the potentials they see in me and stuff. And there are times I wish I could be as confident in myself as they are in me. Probably I get too comfortable with everything I am having to even work hard at getting something else. But isn't this what life is all about? Ambition? Greatness? Sometimes it feels wrong to be contented with my life. I doubt where the ambitious side of me has gone! I really don't know!