Riding Through it All ...

Recently my mood swings like crazy, and it affects everything I do and everyone I meet. Well, I usually find myself making a mountain out of a small mole. You see, the thing with this mood is it somehow manages to hit the "Silent" button, and then there I go again: the crappy thoughts keep squeezing their way through into my brain. One thing leads to another and before I know it, imaginary problems with size of a mountain take form. Why do the "silent" mode and why the crappy thoughts? I don't know!!! After some time I am almost convinced that these have something to do with "superior" power? The movement of some unlucky stars into the so-called "life chart"? I know this makes little sense to you, and probably it gets you thinking, "First, Fengshui, and now THIS?" Well, I read books related to astrology and craps like that, and some even predict the kind of things and problems that might occur according to certain months because of...

Whoa ... It has been almost two months since I last poured my thoughts into written words here. Well ... I don't really know what I was really up to. Too many late and tipsy nights, maybe? Anyways, I guess I only turn to you, Bloggie, when I really really cannot contain it anymore inside my chest! Yeah, IT--whatever strong, sudden and impulsive feeling that is! The truth is this is the 7th day of 2013 or more like the 8th because it's one hour past 12AM already. It is dark and cold. These last 7 days have been more torturing than usual. Yeah, at least, they eat away at those tiny little organs that keep me alive. I hate it when people call me "pathetic"! OK! Let's get this straight! I have issues, and I am not happy-go-lucky all the time. I get angry easily. I complain a lot. But for you to call my life "pathetic"? THAT IS JUST OFFENSIVE! And I take it very personally! After all, it's my life, and it's not like, any of you would go extra miles t...