Riding Through it All ...

Just to keep you guys informed about what i have been up to these few days! Well, i am sure that those of you who have just paid a visit to Icebreaker's blog are fully aware that we, the teacher trainees, are put through this practicum at PREAH SISOVATH HIGH SCHOOL, which is going to last for ONE FULL MONTH, much to our frustration! Maybe it is not a big deal to you guys out there since you haven't the foggiest idea of what kind of self-tribulation we will have to get through. Anyway the first week keeps me so preoccupied both physically and mentally with the so-called position as an invigilator. Never in a million years have i ever given a damn second to think about being an invigilator! You know what, guys? i witness cheating with my own naked eyes, and to make matters worse, i can do nothing but stand still hugging myself pretending that i am not seeing them attempting to cheat at all. It comes as a blow to my conscience, but then i cannot just stick up for what i believe...

It has never ceased to amaze me how time really flies. I remember setting foot on the threshold of G14 just the other day, and now before i know it, some months have already ticked away in the blink of eye, marking the end of....the beginning! The end of Semester One and the beginning of the dreadful practicum! This is the last day of semester one! I have learnt so many about so little! How little is little? And how many is many? This is driving me crazy too lol....i don't know what i am actually saying...One of the subjects i have been put through is Applied Linguistics and it is responsible of making me "me"--if you get what i mean...

Just imagine a life without tests! Oh God...just thinking of it is kinda soothing already...Sigh!:-( So sad that it couldn't be happening to me! But then...if we all look from a different angle, i think my life wouldn't be my life anymore without tests--if you get what i mean. In a way, tests help me to break away from the daily routines of endless chores...Why?Obvious, isn't it? I mean, of course i need to put everything aside and only concentrate on my preparations for tests. Sigh...still it bothers me a lot when it comes to tests! I just feel that my preparation is never good enough. Sigh...