Riding Through it All ...

So Ma students are so engrossed in slaving away at their hands for the test that they take no heeds of what I am up to now! Slumping rather uncomfortably into this wooden chair, i let my thoughts wander off. Everything comes squeezing into my little brain all at once: ma career path, ma love life, ma friendship, and my family. And at this point I am feeling the so-called "plateau effect" ... It's like what I discern from here is just this flat barren wilderness with vastness of such an immensity that will eventually wears out any lost wanderers like me. I do not see any promising futures in any forms nearby. And I start to panic and look around to see what I can do to land myself somewhere safer and somewhere more comfy. And I am still searching! Yes, it scares the hell out of me! It does! Sent from my iPhone

Oh man!!! As i am writing this, I still feel the upsurge of the emotions! For the first time in my life, i actually cried happy tears! This is like the biggest gift ever. I am just so happy seeing how both of them have made it this far though i have to admit i was very surprised. I dun think i can fall asleep tonight. It's like everything is being replayed one more time in my head. And reflecting back, everything just fits perfectly to form one complete jigsaw! LOL, and i just cant believe how good they have always been at keeping it a secret despite the fact that we have been so close to one another and have been sharing almost every single secret we have! Wish you two all best. Love you two :))

I lost a best friend! And yeah it sucks! But I think I tried hard enough to keep this going and now finally came the time when I had to let go ...

Well, I have just gulped down the whole glassful of coffee milk, and as a matter of fact, this is the second intake. I have always grown attached to coffee milk, something people might usually plaster a label as "an act of a coffee addict". But then this is not the whole point of this entry! Well, I am supposed to have a reunion lunch with my seniors and batchmates from singapore at 12, and this means I have one full hour of luxury before the set time. "Luxury" might not be an overstated noun since I am anything but having fun slumping into this hard wooden chair exposed to the 11 o'clock heat that is beating on me so hard that I wish I could drink something iced more--though I know I have done too much drinking for the past two hours or so. Anyways, I am occupying this seat one table away from this celebrity! I know he is a singer and his name is just on the tip of my tongue! He resembles Meas Saly but I am certain he is not. Grrr.... Never mind!!! I'll ju...