1:11AM

It is 1: 11 AM in my dimly-lit bedroom! Usually at this time of the night, i feel at ease and relaxed, but definitely not tonight! I am feeling kinda stressed and tense, esp after the heated conversation on Facebook, and the sad phone call i received! So i end up blogging about my feeling, since i cannot share with anybody at this time of the night. Well, i have no idea what i am caught up in, and what i am witnessing! But i think it all becomes crystal clear now, and i have never expected things to turn out this way. I cannot help much, or maybe not at all! All i can do is just to stand on one side and wish this soon would pass!

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Sopheary said…
Now that your blog is open only to us, why not tell us exactly what it is?
May 9, 2011 at 11:25 AM
MarshMarllow6338 said…
haha... read the conversation i had on thy's wall
May 9, 2011 at 11:27 AM
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