Hatred

In this very instant, i hate you, LOVE! I hate how you have made me as who i am now. I hate you for how you have scarred my heart so bad beyond recognition. I hate you for how you have shredded my inside. I hate you for how you have tortured my friends. I hate you for how you have constantly let tears sting my and their eyes. I hate you for how you have made certain songs too unbearable. I hate you for how you have let loneliness and emptiness into my and my friends' lives. I hate you SO MUCH NOW!!!!!!!!

Comments

Anonymous said…
It is not love's fault. It is us.Hope you will find resolution soon. I know it is unbearable but you have just to have faith and face it.
May 4, 2008 at 7:59 AM
Unknown said…
It's undeniable that love gives us the happiness and sadness. There's nothing we can do, dude. Don't hate Love. I agree with Rex that we should hate ourselves for getting too deep into LOVE. Maybe it's all predestined! Just follow the fate!
May 4, 2008 at 8:21 AM
Sopheary said…
The course of true love never did run smooth (Shakespeare). Don't hate it. It appears just to make you live life completely. And, also, don't get knocked out by the obstacles occuring to make your love strong and sturdy. Just stand, stand those feelings and one day you will enjoy the blossom love gives to you.
May 4, 2008 at 10:15 AM
Anonymous said…
It's not easy to see people we care about suffer emotionally or physically.
Be strong so you can support your friends. :)
May 4, 2008 at 5:53 PM
Sopheary said…
I just wanted to ask a childish question again. Did u just cry?
May 4, 2008 at 10:40 PM
MarshMarllow6338 said…
To everyone: thanks for dropping by....It';s just that....i dunno...feeling sth inside lately. And to PM: why? does that matter?
May 4, 2008 at 11:16 PM
Sopheary said…
It doesn't matter. Just wanted to know. That's it. You haven't answered my question yet.
May 5, 2008 at 12:04 AM
Anonymous said…
sigh.... i seem to hear cracking sound, sounds like sth is falling down. It's the piecies of hearts falling apart onto the ground. And now i hear the droplets of tears, drop by drop rolling down the eyes of the victims. cry, laugh, smile are all in love from the start to the end. Being in love is just like putting yourself on the line, and little shake can make you fall. The higher you are, the more painful you'll get. recently, bad things about love have attacked you and our friends. I can only stand and say i'm so so sorry for your pain which i cannot share. All i can is to wish u and other friends better feeling soon.

Find ways to get through this hard time, man. And i'm please to help if i can.
May 5, 2008 at 6:39 AM
Barbie said…
Be strong Ven Ven! I do know what it feels like to lose someone whom we love deeply cuz I myself used to be in that inner dark meadow myself. That one is merely a best frn of mine. It's unbelievable I could hurt like that, but Ven, I'm feeling a lot better right now.

I'm sure TIME will help you lessen all the pain sooner or late :)I have ur back, so I'm hoping to see Mr. Chocolate soon afterward :) No worry! I won't eat you!

Good Luck,
May 5, 2008 at 7:02 AM
Anonymous said…
You are not alone, my friend! Let's hate LOVE together. lolz
May 5, 2008 at 8:37 AM
Unknown said…
I think I should be strong this time. It's my chance to stand and encourage my friends!@ :) Time will heal all the wounds! don't worry! hope u're better soon dude!
May 5, 2008 at 10:28 AM
Anonymous said…
Love is giving him/her the power to destroy you, but trusting him/her not to...
May 5, 2008 at 10:24 PM
MarshMarllow6338 said…
To PM: ok ok...well...it's too public here, dun you thik to discuss about me crying or not?
May 6, 2008 at 3:48 AM
MarshMarllow6338 said…
To Potatoe: thanks, dude, for dropping by again!!! Guess i am okay now...Thanks for your support, and yeah your words are moving, dude...hehehe...sure this term Mr. Sok Soth will love your language...
May 6, 2008 at 3:50 AM
MarshMarllow6338 said…
Barbee;, thanks i am good now:-) It's a shame to get you all so wrried about me...I am supposed to be strong:-(...But i am okay now...Thanks for your encouragement and all...
May 6, 2008 at 3:51 AM
MarshMarllow6338 said…
To vattey: come on...cheer up!!! I am okay now...it is now your turn to feel better too:-)
May 6, 2008 at 3:52 AM
MarshMarllow6338 said…
To Hour: Good that you are strong, dude!!! I am ashamed of myself for being weak at this critical period where our friends need us...Promise i will be strong too:-)
May 6, 2008 at 3:53 AM
MarshMarllow6338 said…
To pheaktra: sorry for getting you worried:-( I am doing better now:-)
May 6, 2008 at 3:54 AM
Unknown said…
Come on man! Not all human beings are naturally strong! We sometimes have to encourage each other :) that's friends for dude!
May 6, 2008 at 9:08 AM
MarshMarllow6338 said…
To Hour: yeah this is when friends come in and make a whole lot of things different...
May 7, 2008 at 5:09 AM
Unknown said…
You bet. It's just like that you guys come into my life. It's good i met you in the intersection life of mine! and i feel my life is filled with lots of hope when i'm surrounded by friends! :)
May 7, 2008 at 10:45 AM
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