Riding Through it All ...

Things seem to come crushing down all in a flash, all at once. As a result I kind of feel that the slowly revolving world of mine is now spinning, and I kind of feel a little dreamy at the same time. Well, so far I have been soooo surprised three times this month, and each time it sets my mind reeling in a way it never does before. After all, life is indeed a hallway full of surprises in store for us.

Just imagine being able to control your emotions at will! Awesome! Instead of having certain feelings you should not be having, you could choose to feel the way you want to. Then there would be no more emotional and psychological conflict between what you are feeling and what you should be feeling. There are certain feelings which should never emerge at all. And these feelings persist sometimes despite the self-awakening calls from within that shout silently so that you would not be having those feelings, but to no avail. Just like how robots could be mal-programmed, human beings could have been too, no thanks to whoever created the very first human on the planet. In a way being robot-like is good. These robots function at a command. All it takes is just a light push on the button somewhere found on the robot and it just stops dead. No more lingering feelings. No more persisting emtional conflict within. How I wish I could have this kind of control over emotions too!