Riding Through it All ...

It is 1: 11 AM in my dimly-lit bedroom! Usually at this time of the night, i feel at ease and relaxed, but definitely not tonight! I am feeling kinda stressed and tense, esp after the heated conversation on Facebook, and the sad phone call i received! So i end up blogging about my feeling, since i cannot share with anybody at this time of the night. Well, i have no idea what i am caught up in, and what i am witnessing! But i think it all becomes crystal clear now, and i have never expected things to turn out this way. I cannot help much, or maybe not at all! All i can do is just to stand on one side and wish this soon would pass!

Happy Mother's Day! Well, despite the fact that i am planning to buy my mum a cake and to give her a hug later on, I do not have any major plans! And after driving around for some time, here i am at Blue Pumpkin with strangers again. The view of the riverside is quite nice at this time, and sitting alone does not seem so bad at all! At the very least, i can see people across the street jogging, and some just simply sitting on the benches. The thing about this place is that 10 out of 10 times, there is no available space for my car parking. So today, i had no choice except to park my car somewhere near the Royal Palace and walk all the way from there. The walk was good, though! It did help loosen up my tense muscles, and yeah, it helped relieve the built-up stress.

This is Sat, and well, it's 6 30pm! I was driving around, and finally after some time of aimless driving, I stopped for a drink at Brown, the usual Green Tea Frappe, the refreshing one! Well, it is not so bad though i am surrounded by strangers, but at the very least, technically, i am not alone... And yeah, Brown is definitely not the place to do any works! It is just too crowded to even allow some moments for your brain to properly take a breath. But yeah, i guess people come here more to hang out and just to kill the time like what i am doing right now than to actually become any productive here...