Riding Through it All ...

I lost a best friend! And yeah it sucks! But I think I tried hard enough to keep this going and now finally came the time when I had to let go ...

Well, I have just gulped down the whole glassful of coffee milk, and as a matter of fact, this is the second intake. I have always grown attached to coffee milk, something people might usually plaster a label as "an act of a coffee addict". But then this is not the whole point of this entry! Well, I am supposed to have a reunion lunch with my seniors and batchmates from singapore at 12, and this means I have one full hour of luxury before the set time. "Luxury" might not be an overstated noun since I am anything but having fun slumping into this hard wooden chair exposed to the 11 o'clock heat that is beating on me so hard that I wish I could drink something iced more--though I know I have done too much drinking for the past two hours or so. Anyways, I am occupying this seat one table away from this celebrity! I know he is a singer and his name is just on the tip of my tongue! He resembles Meas Saly but I am certain he is not. Grrr.... Never mind!!! I'll ju

I guess this is my very first time blogging on mobile in the class while there are 30 worried-looking faces before me with eyes glued to the thick stacks of test papers on their desks. I have to admit that I am feeling genuinely relaxed slumping on my wooden chair--though, needless to day, it is anything soft and comfy by nature. To ease things even further, the rain outside is drizzling gently before smashing itself onto the hard earth, breaking into smaller watery droplets. The bad thing, though, is the fact that the moment I dash out of this room unsheltered by my umbrella, I will be soaked through ... Damn it!!! Everytime I sense it's gonna rain--and as a result, bring my umbrella along, it never does! But when I don't, it all comes down as angry heavenly drops! Is it cos of the changing unreliable sky, or is it my poor sky reading skill that should be blamed?? Well whatever the case is, I think it will wet my pants@@

What do u do when your friends are all tied up to something in the heat of the Saturday noon? the answer is, "Silly, get your butts somewhere and dig in your lunch--whatever the shit is, bread, porridge or chicken fried rice!" And yeah, here I am eating it, not shit, though, but this tasteless meatball porridge which costs way too much more than it should, given its dish presentation and the quality! And yeah, and here comes the self-pity part! Well I haven't found myself caught up in the whole I-am-the-loneliest-person-on-the-entire-planet crap for a while, but this time despite my internal resistance, I am still dragged headfirst into it! I just can't seem to be on good terms with rejection--however small it might be. Sometimes I let the things in my head get the best of me, and I start to doubt if others do all this mental thinking as much ad I do@@ anyways, craps!!!!! My porridge gets dried up!!!

I am waiting at Alibaba and this is a lunch gathering! Well been lunching out a lot lately, much to the disapproval from my mum. She always wants me tj eat lunch at home! You know how mothers are like, yeah? I actually do love to rush back home after my morning sessions at IFL to lunch and to take a delicious nap afterwards, but the thing about going back home jn the noon is that I can never get my head into the school-related tasks m supposed to be engrossed in. I always end up feeling too drowsy to even give a damn about it or too distracted by all those shows on StarWorld. Anyways been wAiting for half an hour now, not because they are late but because I am too early!