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Can't believe that words could make my limps go weak like this. All of a sudden I feel the draining of energy from my body. I feel weak and demoralized. Can't believe that I have been wrong all this while. I have been wrong in the belief that I have been appreciated for what I have done. But it is merely a misconception! Maybe all this while I have been seen as the opposite. And now at this point I am wondering whether I should continue my own way, or just take a conventional route! It sucks feeling underappreciated. And worse still it sucks feeling "betrayed".
It hurts to the very core!

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Unknown said…
what u do, what u like doesnt mean it'll be liked by the others. People have different perspective. Anyhow, dun be upset, just be urself strongly and do what u think it should be done! :) cheers!
November 23, 2009 at 9:20 PM
gäãra-dě-sañd said…
I don't know the story so I don't know what I can comment here. I know it's hard but just try to cheer urself up.. :) Take care!
November 24, 2009 at 5:04 AM
pm said…
It's a lesson to learn not to expect a lot from others cuz when the expectations are not met, this is what happens.
December 2, 2009 at 2:36 PM
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