Whoa ... It has been almost two months since I last poured my thoughts into written words here. Well ... I don't really know what I was really up to. Too many late and tipsy nights, maybe? Anyways, I guess I only turn to you, Bloggie, when I really really cannot contain it anymore inside my chest! Yeah, IT--whatever strong, sudden and impulsive feeling that is! The truth is this is the 7th day of 2013 or more like the 8th because it's one hour past 12AM already. It is dark and cold. These last 7 days have been more torturing than usual. Yeah, at least, they eat away at those tiny little organs that keep me alive. I hate it when people call me "pathetic"! OK! Let's get this straight! I have issues, and I am not happy-go-lucky all the time. I get angry easily. I complain a lot. But for you to call my life "pathetic"? THAT IS JUST OFFENSIVE! And I take it very personally! After all, it's my life, and it's not like, any of you would go extra miles to help me find my own bliss. So to hear my life story and say it is pathetic offends me BIG TIME! It is something to do with trust! I confide in you, you listen, and you don't make judgmental statements like that!