Rotten!!!

Never be a slacker like me.
Never be a procastinator like me.
Never be a disorganized idiot like me.
Never be ME! Cos ME is flawed in many aspects...

I need to carve out these rotten parts of me because i wanna be a better whole!!!

Comments

Pheaktra said…
why so negative this time?
November 3, 2008 at 2:31 AM
Barbie said…
Procrastinator? :| Disorganized person? :| Tell me what tool you're gonna use to take all these rotten unpleasant parts of you? I wanna try and see if it works when it comes to someone like me. Someone who can still come and leave you this lousy silly comment while her homeworks piled up yet still remain undone? :|
November 3, 2008 at 8:42 AM
Anonymous said…
Don't worry. I will never be like u. lolz...
November 3, 2008 at 12:29 PM
Unknown said…
I'll never be like u also haha... I have my own way of getting thing disorganized hahah... :P
November 3, 2008 at 5:58 PM
Anonymous said…
only dead man makes no mistakes. he's dead, he does nothing, and his nothing is no faults. Cheer up! you are highly recommended to be one of IGO's member so that life will be illuminated with hope and pleasure both physical and emotional :p. Come and take advantage of this golden chance.
November 4, 2008 at 3:33 AM
MarshMarllow6338 said…
To all: wel..just felt bad about myself a few days ago, and i am good...

To IGO's president: hahaha...i was like, "Who the heck is this?" hahha...it took some seconds to let the realization sink in...
November 4, 2008 at 6:39 PM
Unknown said…
felt bad? Come on, man... working stress?? lolz.. sometimes I'm also stress at work.. herz... my goodness...
November 6, 2008 at 2:33 AM
Anonymous said…
I was stressed at both work and school, but when u pour your heart into doing it, u're not gonna be stressed anymore.
November 6, 2008 at 12:32 PM
MarshMarllow6338 said…
To ice and pm: u are wrong, pm!!! I felt bad not cos i didn't devote myself to it...it was just that i sought perfection in everything i do and when it turned out to be not-so-perfect then i was kinda upset...I do pour my heart into it!!!
November 7, 2008 at 8:29 PM
Unknown said…
Don't yearn for too high achievement man.. do it gradually.. step by step. yat ja pub jerng duol yab nas na! I also sought for perfection, but most of the time, I got non-perfect results... so sad indeed!
November 18, 2008 at 5:50 PM
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