when i have something to look foward to...


I can cope with all the stress I am snowed under when i have something to look forward to.

I can skip my three meals without whining a bit when i have something to look forward to.

I can still force myself to continue the most energy-sucking journey of my life when i have something to look forward to.

I can say, "I am perfectly fine" to everyone though my inside is weakened, twisted and turned when i have something to look forward to.

I can bear with all the nasty things that life has to offer when i have something to look forward to.

I can still smile at the sight of my world collapsing right before my eyes when i have something to look forward to.

However, I can be at my very worst when i have nothing to look forward to...

Comments

Anonymous said…
Totally agree!!! But in conclusion, do u have something to look forward to or not? Lolzzzz
November 23, 2008 at 9:21 PM
Unknown said…
Totally agree too! I can skip meal when I'm too obsess with watching drama lolz... :P
November 24, 2008 at 12:29 AM
Anonymous said…
Very Beautiful, as always. :D
November 24, 2008 at 3:41 AM
gäãra-dě-sañd said…
same question as pm!! On top of that, if the answer is yes, what is it? :D
November 26, 2008 at 5:33 PM
MarshMarllow6338 said…
To pm, ice, and gaara: lolz...usually i alw look forward to every sat cos we alw have a gathering on sat:-D But soon i doubt the possibility of its existence....:-(
November 26, 2008 at 8:56 PM
Unknown said…
No doubt about it Ven. So long as we try to make it happen, i'm sure we will stick to this old tradition of our study club, meeting every sat noon! :) I also look forward to it esp the exciting tmr! :)
November 27, 2008 at 8:39 PM
Anonymous said…
U guys are stiring my desire to have a gathering of a group of friends to look forward to, too.:-(
November 28, 2008 at 11:53 AM
Sophornvichet said…
Ven, Ice, gaara, pm, Y not let it happen this sat ? :>
December 4, 2008 at 6:53 PM
Unknown said…
This sat?? lolz... Are u sure PM and gaara can fly over night to be here??? :D I doubt it.
December 4, 2008 at 7:04 PM
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